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I have always felt insecure when it comes to my body. I’m skinny, like skinny skinny. You know you are abnormal when you're only 43kg for a 22-years-old. My BMI is way below the required range. It’s been a thing that makes me feel inferior to other people, and I always think that if I have the proper weight, than I would feel better about myself and people won’t look at me like I’m a weakling, you know especially when i am about to be a teacher. Searching for clothes [S, XS] is quite hard sometimes, and people always ask me if I can carry stuff because they are afraid if any absurd circumstances would occur and I would break my bone [haha][sometimes, it's a good thing!]. Well, I try to be comfortable with my body, but I want to still increase my weight, and obviously I don’t actually know how. Well, I lack exercises too really. Physical change is kind of hard.

I Don't Know About You But I'm Feeling 22!

Today’s my birthday! Huzzah!

Top Choices of Two Thousand and Twelve

There have been lots and lots of memorable films in the year 2012, good enough for a year that was slated to be the end of our world, but of course, only morons believed the Mayans. In fact, I do believe those Mayans did not predict the expiry date of the earth – it was just that they ran out of dates and had to stop chiseling their calendars. Anyway, here is the list of my favourite 2012 films

Motion Picture of the Year + Best Drama

Les Misérables

Undoubtedly, the best film of 2012. With stellar performances by its cast, amazing songs, and dazzling cinematography, this is one musical that is hard to forget.

Best Action Sci-fi

The Amazing Spiderman

Yeah, Tinseltown makes a lot of reboots these few years, but Spiderman is so amazing, that I want more! Totally ship Peter and Gwen!

Best Action-Adventure + Best Teen

The Hunger Games

Two teenagers on a competition that may be the end of their lives, this is a film unlike no other

Best Animated Feature + Best Fantasy

Rise of the Guardians

Maybe the story’s predictable but for all it is, this film is a reminder of what we used to believe. Why do we have to stop dreaming?

Best Romance

Upside Down

A twisted world and a romance that transcends gravity

Runner Up for -

Best Action Sci-fi

Looper and The Avengers

Best Animated Feature

Brave

Part 4 is Over!

So, it’s the end of Part 4!

I guess now the only thing to do is to wait for the result.

Oh yeah, there are five novels that I need to finish.

Uhhh, okay.