I Love You This Much

I love you

this much

So much I
harbour death
too much to seek
atonement
that much makes
you my
best part
this much but
you are
oblivious
and
I am
faking
ignorance

When the
day comes and
heaven ignites
when my skin
turns to
earth
and so does
my flesh
when I
drown in
still fire
burn in
cold water
even in the
final
moment
when you still
see me only
a shadow
in the light

I will still
love you
this much.