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The thing is, let’s face it: our world is not a perfect fairy-tale like place. It’s full of crap, it’s full of bad things, it’s full of nonsense people, it’s full of problems.

It’s full of nothingness.

Sometimes, a week passes by and you feel like it is a year of misery and it is still going on. You wish for it to stop, but it doesn’t. It never will. You can’t find a way out. Your feet are stuck in hard cement, and you can’t even scream, your voice is jailed.

Problems come like a total deluge, drenching you until you can’t breathe. One matter can mean a whole universe to you, and like a universe, the end of it is too far to be reached. You are left alone waiting and waiting. You don’t know how to reason. It’s a bitter situation you’re in.

No one understands you. No one knows your real feeling. No one can comfort you. You are going through all truckloads of damning stuff and the only thing that you know is to embed your skull deep into the wall.

Misery’s over… perhaps your life too. Perhaps the world is not to blame.