-Re:

Spending too much

     on trying to fix this self

Yet continuously doing

   things that destroy it

Feeling guilty yet

        unstoppable

        unfathomable choices made

            easy to be prevented

But seems hard in its practice

Repercussions      near tomorrow

Spending too much time

    mentally cutting the skin

This blame

This damnation

How hard is it to just get out?

Can this stop

      This is nothing

         Will this ever stop?

      The energy

    The faith
 needed