Friday, 30 July 2010


KK is always raining...
That's why there's a teru teru bozu here!
[I just like Japanese culture... That's all... Huhuh]

Royak Gganung Lening!

Guane gamok orang kite?
Sihak-sihak belake nih'.
Ni, nok royak sikik ni pok ngan semek oii!

Mung tau dok?
Kelah aku, yang aku selame ni duk iye-iye cakna sangak tu
[memang aku cakna pong],
doh kene ambek boh!
Molek-molek kelah tu jadi aku ngan saing-saing punye,
kene tubik pulok...
Sakik hati aku, boh!

Nok wak guane,
meke nok renovek!
Tapi meke dok wie tahu kat kite dulu.
Rohok kite bazir pitih ngan tenaga nok bagi lawo!
Doh la tu, dok bagi kelah baru pong kat kite.
Guane tu?
Orang ade kak kelah, meke nok etek!
Komang bedo'oh tol.
Huduh ko'ong perangai'.
Dekpong, lagu tu la meke cara kat budok-budok SM.
Nebeng mung sume.

Tapi dokpe, boh!
Semangak kite dokkang punoh!
Aku nelang sekarang.
Tapi nelang dengan pelajarang je la.
Meh saing-saing, tujok kak meke piyer sebenornya bebudok SM.

SM beh sokmo.
SM beradong sokmo.
SM pon bising bangor sokmo [hahah].
Buwi cabarang kak kite, kite tepih molek-molek.
Kite dok mboh alasang.
Kite nok berjaya dalang hidup.
Kite dok mboh kemama...
TESLians hebak-hebak belake, boh!

Tuesday, 27 July 2010


What am I thinking now?

Have I learn a lot?

I'm still learning, I guess.

I learn to be a teacher. I learn to learn. I learn to give what I learn to my future students. I learn because I want to, because I want to be somebody. Somebody that the future me will be proud for.

I learn to say goodbye, because goodbye is not an end. Goodbye's just a word. Goodbye is when you know that in the future, you'll see them again, somehow, somewhere.

I learn to be free. Let myself be free. Discover every possibilities that come. Get my voice to be heard. It grows, and still grows. Learn to let loose more, little by little, because I'm not one before, and might still be, right now.

I learn to admit my mistakes, for making errors, is a quality, albeit unlike, that occur in all human, and no human have ever lived without making one.

I learn. What I've not learn? A lot more.

I learn. Not because I had to. It's because, that's what we all supposed to do.

Learn, and smile.

Choir Inc.

27/7/10 - Convocation Day

Choir friends and classmates~!
Siewhwa [Choir gang Leader] and Ethan Hiew Yi Chan a.k.a. Ah Chai
Silvens and me~!
The conductors, Jennie and Rachel~!

26/7/10 - The Rehearsal Day

Black mafias?
Jennie, our great conductor!
Me and King Hock
Rachel playing the piano. Syed acting to play the the piano.
Me and Ethan~!
Mira and Zell~!

Today, we were in MUIS, for our choir performance...
For what?
For our IPG's convocation~!
[How many 'for's that I used?]

We definitely had fun~!
We sang Tanah Pusaka, Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa...
and two of my fave songs~!



[Aside: I can't find my presentation question... So deadmeat]

Monday, 26 July 2010

Love... Unexpected

This all comes from a young adult who never have been in this type of feeling before. So, at any points, it may become a useless junk of crap [?] or start to look movie-like. If you are unacceptable to that kind of situation, please kindly move your cursor to the × above, thank you.

Being a human, that's what we are, we will never know our future. Heck, no one knows what the things installed for them. Nevertheless, we have the possibilities and choices to determine our lives, isn't it? But, what about love? An epic and amazing feeling that everyone will encounter a lot of times in our short lives on the face of the earth though there is definitely a time when we'll have this head-over-heels feeling over somebody. That somebody? Possibly one that we expected, or never unexpected before.

You fall in love with that one person from far-flung places, or the neighbour just beside your home. You fall in love with that somebody, your best friend for the last 10 years of your life or someone that you had just met in the last 10 seconds. You fall in love with someone you hated the most, because that person is mischievous, always made fun of you, or you could fall in love with this person who secretly admires you too. You fall in love in a romantic coffee shop, or maybe in the dirty bus stop.

The thing I want to say is, love comes unexpectedly, at the most unexpected time, in the most unexpected place. If fate says so, it will be so. We may find ourselves watching someone, secretly because we, sort of, like them, but as what other human would do, and I think I would do the same too, we just look at that single person, leaving us with the question 'what if'. We left one place, and thought that this long-distance relationships won't work, just like 90% of the others [this is just an example], but, hey, it works, and as you think that that will work, fate has given you something unexpected, you'll go back to your hometown. Leaving your love ones here, meeting your love ones there. One moment ago, you thought, no way I will ever fall in love with that person. Moments later, something new grows deep in your heart.

You love that person with all your heart, that's for sure. No problems. You are being romantic [or may not], you treat her by buying that person gifts [or even not], or eating in a fancy restaurant [or just a warung stall near the road corner]. When love comes, everything is so nice, the world seems different, you just think about that person - oh boy, now I'm really putting in some movie scripts. When life tells you that you should depart from that person, you cry. You will not accept it. This is not true, this can't be happening to me. Basically, this is what most of us do. Surely, it's okay to be sad if anything goes wrong. No one can mend it but us. Time passed, maybe we can be better by a year from now, but I will still think of that person. We think love is only for that one, single human.

But - if I'm wrong, correct me on this - I do think love is the power that keeps human from hurting each other. Love is the engine that keeps us to put in trust to different people we love each, and every single day. Love is the feeling that keeps us awake every morning, knowing that our heart do long from somebody, one, two, or a multitude of person. because love is not about romantic relationship you have with this single person. Love is about the bonds that keep you going strong all over these years: Mother, father, grandparents, family, friends, teachers, even your pet kitten. You don't forget these persons just because you had just gave half of your heart to other one person. We are nobody to love for if not for them. We learn about this beautiful feeling from lots of people, in example, our parents, that give us love, and let us love them. We never learn about loving someone, if not for them.

Well, love is indeed, a great something. A feeling indescribable. For love is humanity. And love, it just come. Unstoppable. Unexpected. Just want to end this with something: You are nice, and you will find someone worthy of you.

Sorcerer's Apprentice?

I'd finally watched
Sorcerer's Apprentice
It's a nice, funny, magical fantasy movie.
Well, every then and now, of course we need some magic stuff, isn't it?

And suddenly, I got this absurd idea...

Saturday, 24 July 2010

Final Hopes and Dreams

Final Hopes and Dreams

Standing on the pavement
that light's blinding me.
In this new old city,
Life's not what I expected it to be.
It does change.
If I'm hoping that,
something else would happen.
In this moment,
I don't care,
as I want to do the best I can.

This is not, my final hope.
I can do it,
as long I dream it.
I can have it,
as if I care what others think,
because it's my life that I stay.
Don't bother what they say,
to me.

Staying hard to not let loose,
I'm not an easy-saying person,
that I never wish to be,
though little by little,
I know I should open a bit, or more.
I might be suck sometimes.
I might make you mad many times,
but I tell you this,
being me, it's like being others.
I learn, to be me, a lot better.

This is not, my final dream.
I can do it,
as long I wish it.
I can get it,
as long as I believe myself,
because it's my life that I live,
because tomorrow starts today,
to me.

As long as I have hopes and dreams.


Friday, 23 July 2010

Fikkulogy 101

Maybe you won't even bother to read this, but whatever it is, this is:

1. Last beverage: Iced Milo [just one hour ago, and my face is now 'Milo Peng Face']
2. Last phone call: Mus [Akmar wanted his motor key]
4. Last song you listened to: Take These Wings [Our choir song]
5. Last time you cried: Well, some know when

6. Dated someone twice: Never been in love
7. Been cheated on: See above
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope, never kiss anyone that made me regret about it
9. Lost someone special: Still alive
10. Been depressed: When assignments arrive... Haha
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never! Throw up, well... That's yes

12. Blue
13. Red
14. Black

15. Made new friends: The juniors I think. Oh, and some IPG friends
16. Fallen out of love: Never, never, never!
17. Laughed until you cried: Uncountable
18. Met someone who changed you: Not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were: Ermmm...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Hahah
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Euwwwwwwww~!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A lot lar
23. How many kids do you want to have: They'll make a football team... Hahah
25. Do you want to change your name: Proud of it
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated it with my twin, Zell, and my friends in IPG's cafe
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30am?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Hari Raya~!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: In my blog... Her pic in there
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Be fatter?
32. What are you listening to right now: How I Met Your Mother [My roomie play it in his computer]
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, but I read about him [in To Kill a Mockingbird... Poor him... Hahah]
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing
35. Most visited webpage: I love FB, Wikipedia, and blogs~!
37. Nicknames: One official, Afiq
38. Relationship Status: Single, unavailable [Hahah]
39. Zodiac sign: Capricornus
40. Male or female?: Boy~! Huhuh
41. Elementary?: SK Teluk Ketapang
42. High school?: Form 1-3: SMKA Tok Jiring / Form 4-5 and Form Lower 6: SMK Ibrahim Fikri
43. College? : IPG Kampus Gaya, taking the course of PISMP TESL (SM)
44. Hair colour: Black, as all Malaysian SHOULD be
45. Long or short?: Short
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope
48. What do you like about yourself?: Huhuh
49. Piercings: Euwwwwwwww~!
50. Tattoos: Yucks~!
51. Righty or lefty: Lefthanded, not right, surely not ambidextrous...

52. First surgery: Never, I think
53. First piercing: I told ya~!
54. First best friend: Hrmmmmm...
55. First sport you joined: Errrr... I hate sports...
56. First vacation: Langkawi when I was 2-3 years old... [I couldn't remember it because of Child Amnesia... Huarrrghhh]
58. First pair of trainers : Cannot remember

59. Eating: One hour ago, not now
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: blog again?
62. Listening to: How I Met Your Mother
63. Waiting on: You? Hahah

64. Want kids?: If I don't want them, then I'm not human
65. Get Married?: Sure
66. Career?: Teacher~!

67. Lips or eyes: Depends
68. Hugs or kisses: Errr...
69. Shorter or taller: Preferably short, but if she's tall, I don't mind it too
70. Older or Younger: Younger, but that's not the problem
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both, but I'm so not that romantic. Hahah
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Euwwwwwwwwwwww...! Not that far, please... Hahah
73. Sensitive or loud: Need both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Hook-up's not good. Relationship's great
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:mischevious?: A lil' bit of both? Heheh

76. Kissed a stranger: Never want to do it
77. Drank hard liquor: Never ever!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't wear them
79. *BLAB* on first date: Never had a date
80. Broken someone's heart: Never

83. Turned someone down: As far as i remember, never
84. Cried when someone died: What do you think?
85. Fallen for a friend?: Nope

86. Yourself: I have too
87. Miracles: Totally
88. Love at first sight: Well, I do believe it
89. Heaven: Always
90. Santa Claus: No, no, no~!
91. Kiss on the first date: Haram
92. Angels: Of course I do

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Girl friends yes. Girlfriends, never had them
95. Did you sing today?: Maybe?
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Hahah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Never even if I can, because those mistakes make made me who I am now
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: A lot, maybe?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : I think so... but, really, I don't know
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Huhuh

So, that's it about me... Huhuh...

Hey Look! It's Our T-shirt!

Hoohoohoo~! Wheee~!
Dopely Cool Awesomeness~!

Thursday, 22 July 2010

Waja Gemilang!

Today is the day of Sukan Antara Divisi ke-41 [41st Inter-Division Games] IPG Kampus Gaya and it was held, in guess what? Stadium Likas~! Wow... usually things like this would only be held in the college's ground... With bus, we arrived there in 7am. Early, but the feeling's great.... Huhuh. So, here're the highlights:

[By the way, I'm in WAJA]

AJK Pelepas:
I was the AJK Pelepas, together with Hamy, Fred, and Mussie. What AJK Pelepas? Well, we're actually the helpers of the people who said, READY?, GET SET, *Bang* [the sound of pistol]. Without us, each race cannot begin... So, we're pretty important I guess... Hahah... Loving it. Being the AJK is definitely satisfying and I learned a lot, and of course I can use it in the future.

For two weeks [including the days we had rain], we practiced and practiced for our procession. It was quite hard, since I have no experience of entering a procession before... Huhuh... But, it is great. We made an arrow formation, and stumped our feet so many times, and said 'Waja gemilang, ooo, Waja gemilang, huarghh~!'... Hoooooooooooooooo~! Our hard work definitely paid off, in the form that we won the second place. OK la... It may not be the first, but JADILAH~!

Waja Won~!:
We [my team, WAJA, yellow ok?] won a lot of medals in Track and Field, we won the second place in Procession and third place in Cheering, and one of our athlete grabbed the trophy for the best female athlete. We screamed and shouted and made some noise and cheered for our team and made Mexican Waves~! FUN~! So, what to say? We won, we won, we won! GO WAJA~!!! Hahah...

I think, that's it, guys...

One thing to say....


[For pics, watch the next post]

Waja Gemilang! [Pics]

Other sceneries~!
Waja Gemilang... Oooo... Waja Gemilang...~ Huarghhh~!
Before the start of the 800 metres men race
Audreyyyyyy, angkat the bendera~!
Aku menang trofi~! [Konon2]
Zell, in the morning!
Kawah pon masih ade lagi walau SUKMA 2002 sekarang ialah zaman jahiliah.
Stadium Likas~!
Inside the Stadium

Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Names upon the Desk

Our names???
They are WEIRD!

Tuesday, 20 July 2010

Warau is Smile


We can't change fate. That is the truth. What we can do, is to accept it with open hearts and just suck it up and think of our future. The future will be different, that's for sure, but we'll still have places to hold on to.


It is funny to think again about what we have been through all this time. We learn, we grow, we laugh, we share our feelings, all together. We are crazy, perhaps the craziest bunch of people around here. That's something to be proud to. Well, maybe...


Some, or rather a lot of our tutors told us, and still tell us to seek knowledge deeply, not just for our days as the students, but in the days when we become the teachers to our children and ourselves. It's not hard to understand things but the hard thing to do is to explain what we understand to other people. We have a long way to learn.


Life is not about having sadness all the time. It is about how we conquer the sadness and change it into something positive that can flame us to be happy and work towards achieving it's contentment. No man's life is perfect, but no man's life is too bad to be good either. It's all about living and making it as great as we can, and we can.


Dreams do come true, after all. Our dreams are the testament of our life. We want to be this. We want to be that. We want to have this, or maybe that. Still, as true as dreams can be, it is upon us to take charge and turn it into reality, but don't let dreams to take charge in you. You may find yourself stranded somewhere far from your real selves.


Thanks to all the smiles you have give to me and all of us. I appreciated them all. It made my life a lot better. It made me a lot better. May God Bless You.

A r i g a t o u !

Friday, 16 July 2010

Scribbled Straight from the Heart

Scribbled Straight from the Heart

Will life be the same after this?
I doubt so.

Each picture taken now,
won't be the same with ones in the future.
Each joke is made,
but one less joke we get.
Every birthday we celebrate,
one less cake we'll have.

We can't change.
No, we can't.
How hard we want to do it,
it's harder just to think about it.
Still, let us hope, shall we?

Our destinies,
our wills,
they do cross their paths.

That's why we're here,
that's why we're together,
that's why we're never lost each other.

As far as the sun are from earth,
our love for all of you, and everyone around us,
the love is infinite, limitless, never to come to an end.
The love is the friendship that we'll always treasure the most.

Laugh, sadness, sarcasm [because I am always entitled to get one],
quietness [because we failed to do our tasks], loudness [that will never change],
craziness and weirdness [no sweat],
they don't come alone.
They come in all of us, and with all of us, they are shown,
and all that make us, US.


May God bless our friendship.
May God bless our lives.
May we live our lives.
Let us be together, closer when we're far apart.

Don't stop for hope.
For hope is in us.

To Ilanggo the Master-ji of Cherry, Jennie 'MarieAnne' Tie, Rararoma Rachel, TESLians (SM & SRs),
My fellow friends, no matter where they are.

Other Side of Down

Wow, his eyes are so nice and dreamy... His face is so cute~!
(The cover of the single, SOMETHING 'BOUT LOVE)

Wootwoot, David Archuleta's new album:


will be out somewhere in September.... The title is so David~!
I just can't wait for it... LUV IT~!