Reciprocate

It’s strange how people start to hate [maybe that’s too big of a word] the presence of each other when things between them have collapsed, and it happens on all types of relationship. The joys of the past stay in the past and many determine not to relive them all over again. Then again, it is far-fetched to say that some people are also the ones who watch the everyday conducts of those now-hated-persons like a hawk watching a prey?

Yes, maybe you want to show how happy you are as prove that you can live just fine without him or her. That’s your kind of ‘revenge’. In the same time, you hide around the corner stalking him or her to see how that person is doing without you. If anything bad happens to them, wow, that’s your great news. If it’s good, well, you try to convince yourself that it won’t last long, or say that you are 100 times better than that ‘anything’. One word from that person and you’re mad. In the same time, you still try to shove the mistakes that lead to the destruction back to that person.

And the cycle continues viciously. It’s hard to live in peace. Still, former memories will stay…maybe one will try to even push them to the back of his mind. Seems like there are no other ways to salvage what’s left. Just don’t try creating an enemy out from someone you used to love.